missed connections (split, originally released as Panama Valley)

by She/Her

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missed connections posts that we stole. titles for my side are totally different posts from what i read in the tracks.


released July 24, 2014

panama valley is Andrea Villanueva
Closets is Jorge Velez (closets.bandcamp.com)

-Jorge for the first side
-Anna Serafini for the artwork / for believing in me



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She/Her Chicago, Illinois

trans "punk" duo -
andrea (she/her) & roday (they/them)

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Track Name: Scorpions Shirt, Ukranian Village Marianos, June 28th
I hate my life, I wish I was dead - m4m

Thanks for breaking my heart

I hate going to valparaiso because it reminds me of you

Someone please put me out of my misery
Track Name: to the boy I kissed on the cheek at pride (from green eyes)
I miss you every day despite my confusion and sorrow

I love you as much as I did the night I gave into my feelings and we tried to understand what was going on

I want this to go away, I dont want my memory of you tainted
Track Name: removed, following, need, want, love, preservation
eric - w4m

when you left my apartment, I watched from my window praying maybe you'd look back. you didn't. but you did take a long time to get your bike situated or whatever. I wanted to run out, but I didn't know what to say, and I was kind of frozen. I wish i could have made time stop, like in that Miranda July movie we just watched.

I went on about my night. I will go on about my life. I dont know whats going to happen, and im a little scared. I'm sorry i took you on this nearly year-long experience only for it to not work out. I know you'll be happy, and I'll be happy, just not right now. Sometimes love isn't enough -- you said that to me once.

But i still love you, and maybe when everything isn't so fresh, we can go back to being in each other's lives, just in a totally different way.

Then i think it might not hurt anymore.